Well, not right now since I'm feeling fine. But ever since the day before V-Day, I was feeling really depressed that it even affected both my managers and co-workers on the following day. During that day, my managers were really worried about me because I wasn't my usual, cheerful self. Yeah, even though it was S.A.D., I was even more depressed when I got back home from work. As much as I don't want to admit it, but I did cried myself to sleep.
Then recently, a friend of mine that I really like spends more time with her guy friends than me. Mainly because I was too busy with both work and the move. I can't help but feel extremely jealous, as well as a little lonely. Where the hell did I go wrong in my life when it comes to relationships as well as asking girls out? I was never really good in those kind of situations. But anyway, I wanted to hangout with her on many occasions, but she would rather hangout with them. Guess I'm not that entertaining and humorous as them. But that's really all I got, without it just makes me a really, dull person.
Sorry for the ranting, it's just that it's been bugging me for the longest and I just have to make a journal of this. I don't usually like posting my personal issues, but whatever. So I won't be able to draw anything new until I'm out of this funk. So I'm on a drawing hiatus until further notice, let's just say that I lost my muse as an artist.