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Update: ~2016~

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Oh, wow. I haven't been here for almost two years. Granted most of that time I was just lurking on the website while favoring some artwork. Anyway, long time no see everyone. I apologize that I haven't posted anything new for a full year now mainly because I was extremely busy since now I've been working nights making my time of drawing new artwork at a minimum. During my year hiatus, I've also got my own place to stay and I'm loving it every second. How are the rest of you been doing lately? Anything new or develop any new art skills while I was away? If so, please tell. :)



Now for the second reason why I'm making return here. While looking at some of my Kingdom Hearts OCs, I've decided that I would give all of them, including Haru, a new design. Just to see that I'm still able to draw any of them to improve my artwork. And while I'm at it, next weekend I'm going to make one based from my avatar on Kingdom Hearts Unchained x. I can't promise you that I'll submitting new artwork everyday or every other day, but I will whenever I have the time to spare. 
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So Long, 2014

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Even though New Year's is only a few days away, I decided I go ahead and write my last journal entry of the year. This year was a bit a of disappointment since I didn't drawn anything like I said I would back in January that cause my depression and lack of inspiration during February. Anyway, next year I'm definitely going to make up for that with another new idea in mind. I'm thinking of making OC from a show I've been watching as well from some fanfics I've been reading. Though I am a little embarrassed of telling you of what fandom OC that I'll be revealing sometime next year. Oh, what the hell. The fandom OC that I'm going to work next would be My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. And I know what you're thinking, why a person like me would be watching that show. I'll admit that watching that show is one of my guilty pleasure, but I really enjoy watching it. And I really don't care what people think about it. That show really gives you life lessons about friendship as well as other things. I'll admit, the show did had my doubts at first, but it's not really all that bad of a show once you start watching it. 


Other than doing that, I'm also going to work on some of my Kingdom Hearts OCs as well as brainstorming about my doujinshi. But in order to do that, I may need to improve some of my artwork and update my characters. Granted the revamp Mixae is definitely an improvement, but it's still missing that pizzazz that most artists felt after completing their piece. I'm thinking of giving everyone makeovers and finally draw Haru and Megumi's mother, Eriko. I might have an idea on how to draw her since she owns a cafe in Twilight Town. Oooh, and also I'll be practicing drawing some of Haru's party members sometime next year so that's something for you guys to be looking for. Anyway, like I said, next year I'm going to make up for some lost time and hopefully that I don't get too emotionally depressed that I lost my ability to draw again. lol Man, I hated that. ^^;

Anyway, that's pretty much some of my drawing goals for the new year and I might have some more later when I come down that road. :) 
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That's right, it's yours truly. I'm very sorry for the very long hiatus because of my last, depressing journal. lol After I finished reading it, I couldn't help but laugh at how pathetic I sound few months ago. Well, since then I definitely view life at a new outlook and even though that I still don't have a girlfriend, I'm still just as cheerful and happy being single and just go with the flow until that special someone would love me for who I am as a person and not based by the color of my skin.


Anyway, enough about that. The other reason why I made this journal today is to tell you all that I got my muse as an artist back, though I'll admit that since I haven't drawn anything in months that some of my newer drawings might be a bit rough because I was out of practice. I haven't decided of what to draw yet and I'll probably think about it while I'm at work tomorrow. And while I'm at it, I'm also planning to improve my style of artwork by looking up some of the people whose artwork that I truly admire. Since I'm not the type who would imitate people, I rather studied their style of drawing and then solidified my own. It feels good to be back and I definitely have a lot of catching up to do. :) 
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Well, not right now since I'm feeling fine. But ever since the day before V-Day, I was feeling really depressed that it even affected both my managers and co-workers on the following day. During that day, my managers were really worried about me because I wasn't my usual, cheerful self. Yeah, even though it was S.A.D., I was even more depressed when I got back home from work. As much as I don't want to admit it, but I did cried myself to sleep.

Then recently, a friend of mine that I really like spends more time with her guy friends than me. Mainly because I was too busy with both work and the move. I can't help but feel extremely jealous, as well as a little lonely. Where the hell did I go wrong in my life when it comes to relationships as well as asking girls out? I was never really good in those kind of situations. But anyway, I wanted to hangout with her on many occasions, but she would rather hangout with them. Guess I'm not that entertaining and humorous as them. But that's really all I got, without it just makes me a really, dull person.

Sorry for the ranting, it's just that it's been bugging me for the longest and I just have to make a journal of this. I don't usually like posting my personal issues, but whatever. So I won't be able to draw anything new until I'm out of this funk. So I'm on a drawing hiatus until further notice, let's just say that I lost my muse as an artist. :(


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News Update

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How's it hanging, everyone? It's been forever since I've last made a journal entry and so I thought I'll make one today to tell you what I've been doing these past few weeks. Well, to start off, I'm doing fine at work seeing how everyone, including my managers, really like my enthusiasm and how I'm always fast to process the merchandises. I can't help it, I'm always a likeable person. ^^;

Also, I've been too busy packing up everything since I'll be moving to a bigger apartment this coming Saturday so I won't be able to have any internet until sometime next week or so. So I won't be able to draw anything new until I've officially settled in, plus my sketchbook is already packed and I don't feel like digging through all of the boxes.

In other news, I'm thinking I'll take a break from doing some of my Kingdom Hearts OCs and start with something new. I haven't decided which fandom to do yet, but it'll be revealed sometime next month, so be looking forward to that. 


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